structure for chaos, perception for the banned.

This is my first website that I'm going,so it's gonna be along long way. Join me on my personal path of designing and maintaining this!

below with a lil scroll you can see one of my most fav digital artworks cut-out for the website purpose!

About me

I am a 24y/o digital/traditional artist from germany. I create artworks in a stylized way mainly in darkfantasy/horror

DevLog

20-21/03/2026

The youtube algorithm blessed me with a special video. I seemed interesting just throuh it's title. . A Web Revival: the Internet didn't die, you're just not on it I clicked on it and i was captivated. To sum it up: it was about coding your own website.

I always was very intrigued by the idea to be able to code. I instantly went down into the rabbithole of neocities' user-made websites. I was hooked. I saw how many beautiful and interesting designs there were by other people, browsed a lil through them and basically instantly sat down after my dayjob and started with learning html and css. Every little milestone made me go 'wowwww', 'damnn' and so on. I also plan to take a screenshot of my websites state at every devlog.

Most things I understood quickly and some things left me with an questionmark but summing it up it's captivating and (yet) just a tinyyy bit frustrating.

27/05/2026

Fast forward about 2 months: My life went constantly downhill until i went into mental-hospital for 4 weeks. I'm way more stable after this treatment, will continue to do therapy and build this website more constantly now- I tried to figure out how to insert a specific font into my code today but failed, will try again tomorrow. I'm planning to make this website fun, interactive but yet also aesthetic and productive for selling art/portfolio. It's crazy to me that this website already had more tha 150views meanwhile, hello there world! Cya next time!!

03/06/2026

Found a free coding-bootcamp freeCodeCamp bcs of a YouTube-video and completed the first 15 out of 302steps in a short time due to my beginning on coding here neocities! It was super fun and educational. Can recommend highly.

Also I was able to fix some code I messed up here bcs of it. Pretty awesome I'd say :)

Kept playing around with css a bit and got a good chunk of the core aesthetic of the page working. almost midnight here, bye bye